My heart has been broken, And those pieces have been broken, And the pieces of those pieces have been broken. And as my heart has been divided, And had the divided divided, I realize With ever-sharpening clarity I am Only A mirror, A sentient reflection of the Whole which lies broken around me. I am …
Tag: pain
Official Devastation
It is generally considered that people are inherently good, that given the choices, ultimately the good, humane, kind, and loving choice will always be made. The holidays try with all their might to convince us of this, painting warm and fuzzy pictures of the way things should be… but after the year I’ve experienced and …
Heartweight
They say the weight of your heart is approximately 0.5% of your body weight. Why does it often feel as if that organ is more Jovian than Gaian—in a chamber of gravity set to 250%? *sigh* It’s funny how each story I’m working on seems to play out in real life, in one form …
The Odds
“I saw the way things were going, a long time back. I said nothing. I’m one of the innocents who could have spoken up and out when no one would listen to the ‘guilty,’ but I did not speak, and thus became guilty myself…” — Faber to Montag, Fahrenheit 451, Ray Bradbury The state of …
So Close
Now doesn’t all petty, nit-picky, passive aggressive, jealous, angry drama seem so… ridiculous? People so close and personally known have lost their homes and children! Healing to Oklahoma, my home. :’-( .
The Whole World
The whole world is falling apart… What are we to do? The dreamers and the writers and the artists and the mystics wear themselves to the bone describing and attempting to demonstrate things do not have to be this way, can be another way… But what good does it really do? Does anyone really hear? …
Postmark
Yesterday marked my thirty-fifth year on this planet, and it seems the first to affect me in any sort of way, though not in the way you might think. All previous birthdays have had no effect on me… older, sure, but this is just one of my bodies— its age means nothing. It’s always been …
Overlooked
The more I observe and ponder this dual life of spirit and body, the more I see there is no duality at all. Isn’t that how it is with everything though? We categorize as this and that, us and them, self and other… But there is no difference. In my continued process of healing from …
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This music and song just… encompasses… so much at once… within me. I cry. [youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AdnsHVtgn70] Om Namah Shivaaya Gurave, Satchitananda Murtaaye, I bow to the Guru, the Self of All. The embodiment of Being, Awareness and Bliss, Nischprapanchaaya shaantaaya, Niraalambaaya Tejase Living within everything as its true nature; Supreme peace; needing no …