Category: old blogspot

seVen

.   SEVEN days left.   SEVEN days until I am no longer… this.   Somehow, every year on the SEVENth of April, everything changes— beginning with the number of years I have been on this planet, in this plane.   And thus, as it has been foretold, twilight is now upon the thirty-two. Death has climbed the …

Read more

4]8[5

.   I’ve been flapping all around quite un-birdlike lately… More like flopping. Like a fish. Out of water.     What is this relation between body and mind, mind and spirit? I mean:   The body affects the mind The mind affects the spirit The spirit affects the mind The mind affects the body …

Read more

[me]adows

.   My Heart cries for Meadows! The spine in my back Longs for a slumber Among Lilies and grass,     Discarding belongings, In exchange for belonging.     To laugh with my Children To speak of a Life Open and Loving, Allowing for strife,     The ointment for growing In midst of the …

Read more

O To Be Dead…

.   I have never been afraid of dying.   Even as a child, I cannot recall being afraid of anything, including dying. But now I see… I am.   Now I see so vividly my ego thinks he is King, and— even though exposed for the tyrannical death-grip he IS— it is still so excruciatingly difficult to …

Read more

[ overmorning ]

.   The trees bloomed overmorning here!   How marvelous a surprise to exit the Ocean Liner Which Is No Longer A Paragon, and discover a fluffy white wonderland awaiting my arrival!   “O how we’ve missed you!” they sang in the Forgotten Tongue, “We’ve completed our beauty sleep, and burst into Change!”   And I looked …

Read more

dust.I.er

.   Wandering The other worlds And searching for My Mother worlds and Harboring the infants of The timeless space and Heartstring glove and Whimpering  But stilling calm I read my fate Upon my palm Intuit when The storm begins And all below Give up the ghost Until the Host Reveal at last The Presence here …

Read more

The Heart of the Father

.   This past weekend, I took my wife and daughter out for dinner. Julia loves to go "bye-bye," and we love spending family time together in public— probably making everyone sick with how adorable and gorgeous we are!   Now, JuJu always sits in my lap when we go out to eat— she loves …

Read more

[ T-Minus… ]

.   [ T-Minus… ]       And the whites of your eyes Are the Lights in the Skies And the fights of our lives Are the heights we’ve denied   In search of Ascent Amid ev’nescent Increasing descent Among the prescient   Nature again Innate within Maturing sin Inflaming men   To long for A breath or …

Read more

On Seeing

.   I am my own entity.   That being seen, why do I seek attention and acknowledgment from others? Why must I be seen? I, who call myself InvisibleSoul LOL!    I know who I am… I know what is not, and that which is… I know when my artwork is lacking, or complete… …

Read more